These "hidden" things - metaphysics, esoterica - you don't need to know them. Just as you don't need to know physics, actually, to live or to live well; yes, you do need it to build bridges or design TVs but not to operate them - not so much.
When you're a knowledge specialist who puts her nose in everything, it's easy to forget that you could go through life with about zero knowledge. Just write lol everywhere. Say things are hot. Follow your body, or whatever. Or work hard, or be kind, or take bold action! Or make good friends.